Tragic Story of Shigaraki Tomura

TRAGİC STORY FROM RİBA Aİ (its just a theory)
SHİGARAKİ'S TRAGİC PAST/LİFE

Theory about Shimura Family:

we know shigaraki has 14 hands on his body but in that pic, there were 8 hands. 14 hands means at least 7 people. 8 hands means at least 4 people.
family members of shimura family except shiggy: father, big sister in that pic, mother (big posibility), and other members big posibility siblings (1 -4 people?)
we dont know all hands belongs to family but at least, most of them belongs to his family

and lets look at first scene. at first, we saw his dog. probably first, he killed his dog, accidently. then someone is coming. probably someone from his family came to help. he accidently killed him/her too. (maybe after he killed his dog, he screamed or something like that). then his big sister came and he killed her too. the other panels are hard to see but last panel we saw big posibility his father s eyes and it reminds me of todoroki s mother s eyes

maybe his father went crazy after he saw his son killed all family members ACCİDENTLY and blamed him and abused him. maybe he choke his neck and other things. thats why shigaraki is like "sorry, father". because in the end,

he killed his father too... (accidently)
in this chapter, we learnt what shigaraki knows about his past. he probably doesnt know who is nana shimura and what afo did to him. well this is the interesting part. this is what shigaraki knows but there are missing parts. he cant remember the moments before he killed them. he cant remember happy memories, he just has a few memories of family and its blunt, also just killing moment. and

afo found a kid who needs help and helped him? he doesnt know he is shimura s grandson? dont think so. i mean there is no reason afo s feeling like that. there is no proof he cared about him. and big posibility it wouldnt be surprise that he planned it all from the beginning. all i can see is more manipulation. th reason he saves him because he needs a successor and he is basically afo s product cause he did all of this, i think.

look at the scene, at first shiggy looks normal kid. after afo "saved" him, he is normal but then that doctor cames in the room and reminds of him what he did. he was like "oh, you killed your family, remember?". they gave him these hands, they reminds of him his past. they didnt want him to forget. doctor asked "shall i fix him?" then afo said "no" because he wants to him feeling pain and he used that pain to turn him to a villain.

this is what shigaraki knows and in the future, i think we will learn what really happenned. because these memories are just so blurry that we cant say that really happenned. maybe doctor played with his memories because its really weird that shiggy only remembers afo s embrace? or maybe, afo gave him that quirk and made shiggy to killed them because doctor was like "you suddenly developed a quirk" i mean it was obvious that it is shiggy s quirk but then i became more suspicious when doctor talked like that.

author keeps making shigaraki "victim" that makes me thinks that he should be saved. well eventually shigaraki will remember, because his memories is unlock and its really interesting. why is it unlock? because of the tragedy he had or is there more than that? i think he will kill afo when he learnt about nana and he will become more dangerous because he will be in more pain, more anger. (i wonder why is he in so anger maybe because of his tragedy he had. but his father was like "stop it" idk, maybe he couldnt stop it but that anger is a mystery, i think.) maybe in last arc, he will remember everything when he fought deku, like it happenned to todoroki. so basically shiggy is like parallel with eri, kota and todoroki, i think)

btw his big sister was so cute :') she was similar to nana

also, spinner was the only person who he felt sorry for shiggy, i think and he realizes shigaraki just wants to destroy everything so two things migh happen. spinner will leave from LoV or shiggy wil change his motivations or idk, somehow he will change and then spinner will admire shiggy more than he admired stain. (i would like second ones happen but who knows. we wiill see)

btw i found another theory too. i mean, after a little thinking...
shigaraki killed his family, this is what he remember, this is what he thinks. in his mind, he is thinking like "i am a monster", thats why he is acting like a monster. he is blaming himself, thats why he is in so pain but what is that "unexplainable anger"? i think about that and i think, shigaraki didnt kill his family intentionally, but also not accidently either. maybe someone cnotrolled him in that moment, idk. but maybe his anger is coming from that. it wasnt his fault, in deep, he knew that. thats why he feels unfair

some people are saying "maybe he did it on purpose, he is a monster but he couldnt accept this and forgot it." NO. there is no such evil thing in reality. everyone has good and bad sides. and even shigaraki was a bad person, he would still wouldnt kill all family especially at that age.
then he is sociopath? NO. because sociopaths dont feel guilty but we can see shigaraki feels so much guilty cause he thinks its his fault. thats why he is like "sorry, father". so definitely he didnt do it on purpose. i think afo made that sitution somehow. his unexplainable anger is coming from there. he feels "so unfair...".

and i think the reason afo chose shiggy is because of his pain. people thinks evil criminal is the strongest villain but no, the most dangerous people are the ones who is in pain. that infinite pain makes shiggy dangerous. cause he is "constantly" in pain. he has no good memories and its so sad. his behaviours and reactions is normal right now.

and i dont think he is "evil" cause except his unexplainable anger, he isnt bad person but he believes he is monster. thats why he acts like that. "i am monster, i am death, i killed my family". well after his father s looking, it wouldnt be weird. these thoughts made him believe he is monster so he is acting like he is, even he doesnt realize that cause expect that anger, a lot of times he doesnt even believe what he says. a lot of people likes him as a villain but all i can see is his pain, except that anger i dont think he is evil. if his pain is gone, then he can be good person but it wont be easy, definitely wont be easy also until the end, it wont. then maybe deku can heal/save him from his pain. also shiggy doesnt even know what hero means so : )

i mean in his mind, a lot of things arent normal. in his eyes, i think he believes "life is worthless" or something like that, thats why he can kill them so easiely. in his mind, a lot of things are messed up so thats why he is like that. i believe he is good character because there are moments, he is good like he is so gratefull to afo, the man who "saved" him or kurogiri the man who "raised" him. even overhaul betrayed his step father. shigaraki isnt like that.

and also in horikoshi s other mangas, tenko was good character and also victim. so i believe he can be saved, he should be saved and we all know deku will help him because he is true hero even shigy kills allmight, even he never forgive shgaraki for what he did, he would still save him. and this character is just so sad, thats why i am hoping happy ending for him. a lot of people wouldnt want this but i thought other ending. they dont fit this story s ending. this would be best ending, also deku and allmight would defeat afo with their heroic soul and it would be epic, shiggy can go to prison for his crimes and be better person. also deku can be greatest hero thanks to him. also he can show the world what hero means. well hopefully, it can be better than i imagined but for now,this is my thoughts :P.

 about hands on shigaraki s body, i heard this one from someone else. Hands represent his inner pain. most people who suffer depression, neuroses and other mental problems have habbit to grasp their hand on arm (its a natural instinct to ease stress). The same reason when we hide our face in our hands when we are in pain. It symbolises his inner pain. Shiragaki is mentally unstable, he hates the world, and hates himself. These hands grasping all spots in his mind represent it. so from this one, we can clearly say shigaraki is hurt a lot, he is full of pain.

 but even so, shigaraki loved his father (we can see that he really loved his father because i think the reason he has his father s hand is he wants feel his warming. he wants to feel his father is by his side i think. well maybe in deep, he hates him too its because his father hurts him maybe? maybe this is why he is so violent) because he was only he had. but big posibility because of his quirk, he accidently killed his father. maybe he was defending himself or he was just wanted his father to die for one moment.
and we can clearly see that shigaraki hates himself. he is blaming himself. thats why he is hurting himself sometimes. because to him, his life is worthless.

 and after that, shigaraki became orphan and lived in streets. people ignored him and said "hero wil save him" but heroes didnt save shigaraki. and society ignored shigaraki s pain. but not just that, shigaraki is angry to heroes cause they didnt save his father, they should have said him. maybe he meant they should have saved his father from himself... and why am i thinking like that?

 its because shigaraki said "he is laughing like there is no person he cant save!" when he met with deku and at that moment, he remembered his father s death, not himself. he was talking about his father (and i think his father s death was what made shigaraki crazy and after that, i think shigaraki became sosyopath.)

 and after that afo (all for one) came to shigaraki. and he made him believe everything is because of allmight, because of heroes, because of society. afo used his pain and took him. shigaraki saw afo as a father. afo raised him and manipulated him

 his father s hand was falling but he didnt even care because he was worried about afo. but afo never actually cared about shigaraki. he used him as a tool or maybe he remembered his brother when he looked at shigaraki but he definitely doesnt care about him. but only person shigaraki care about is afo (and also his father but his father is dead big posibility). To shigaraki, afo was his hero :'(

 (btw, we know the similarity between shigaraki and first wielder of one for all so maybe afo sees shigaraki as his brother. and also first wielder of one for all s name might be "shigaraki tomura". maybe he just wanted to see shigaraki as his brother or to stain his brother s name )

 and btw we all know afo took him because of his grandmother. big posibility, after nana s death, he searced for nana s son and he ruined his life somehow and maybe he planned all tragic things in shigaraki s life who knows. he did this becaue he was afraid of nana s faith. he started to afraid of the fact that villain can be defeated too. (i heard this nana theory from someone else) this is why afo felt that he has to ruin nana s legacy and for this, he used shigaraki. (maybe he planned every trajedy in shigaraki and his father s life, its not impossible. he just ruined their life and waited for the right time to "save" him and made him to villain.)

 afo raised shigaraki to make him greatest villain ever. he intentionally stopped shigaraki s mentally state. thats why shigaraki is a manchild so he is basically little kid who has a high potential and very dangerous. people who being raised without love... i mean if you teach to child everything except love, then that child will become very dangerous person for the society. shigaraki is really good example to that. (because  i dont think there is someone ever who cares about or loves shigaraki. i think he never feel or know love. :(  )

 not just that shigaraki has no reason to live more. shigaraki s only hope was afo and he has one conviction. he want people to see heores are liar because big posibility he waited for them but they didnt come for him or his father. they didnt come when he need for help. thats why he want to show people. he wants people to see his pain screams. he is living to kill. after he is done, he will will kill himself probably. he will sucide because he is living for this. its like its a payback for his father s death because from his perspective, they are responsible for that too. if he would kill every heroes and destory society, the next one would be himself. because he is blaming himself too. so i wont be surprised in the end if he will suicide (hopely wont)

 and i cant imagine the moment when shigaraki found out that every tradegic things in his life is because of afo. the man who was his only hope is actually the man who made his life ruined. so i am not gonna be surprised shigaraki kils afo one day. btw of course shigaraki is a villain, a criminal so of course he has to pay but his life is just so sad...from his perspective, there is no way out. thats why i cant stop myself to feel sorry for him

 (and btw about his wounds on his face, maybe its because of pellagra, because yo know he is very thin like a skeleton. not just his mentally state, he need help for his body too. maybe his father did that wound or maybe he did it himself maybe its because of his quirk. his quirk is like a cursed, it must be really hard to live with that quirk :/)

 but hopely our angel boy deku can save shigaraki from his tragic life, well i hope at least deku will try. well i am pretty sure he will because this is what heroes do. so about shigaraki, my only hope is allmight and deku. until that moment, until shigaraki had a chance to be a good person, he will be victim to me. because he didnt choose his real way because he never had a chance. i dont have too much hope because he is sosyopath but who knows...hopely he can be saved too author said "he is a villain who should be saved but i think we get the point that shigaraki cant turn back though" or somtehing like that but who knows what will happen...i hope he can have a happy ending too because its just too tragic

 maybe if nana would be alive, everything would be different :/

 Well this is my theory about him :P sorry it took long oh finally its done. (sorry for bad english)
Now what can kind of future is shigaraki gonna has? i have a theory about that too.
write "End of bnha", you can see in there.

btw thanks for reading :)

RİBA Aİ

PSİKOLOJİK HASTALIKLARI OLAN KARAKTERLER

 Anime, manga, dizi, film, webtoon vs deki psikolojik hastalıklara sahip bazı karakterleri yazdım. Bunların çoğu kendi tespitim, bu yüzden bazıları yanlış olabilir.

Sosyopatlar:

Boku No Hero Academia animesi/mangasından Shigaraki Tomura karakteri.

 

Cheese In The Trap webtoonundan/kore dizisinden Yoo Jung karakteri.

Çoklu Kişilik Bozukluğu (D.I.D.):

Kill Me, Heal Me kore dizisinden Cha Do Hyun karakteri.

Psikopatlar:

 Killing Stalking webtoonundan Oh Sang Woo karakteri.

 Come And Hug Me adlı kore dizisinden Yoon Hee Jae.

Boku No Hero Academia adlı mangadan/animeden All For One karakteri.

 Sınır Kişilik Bozukluğu Hastaları:

 Killing Stalking adlı webtoondan Yoon Bum karakteri.

Narsistik Kişilik Bozukluğu Hastaları:

Boku No Hero Academia adlı animeden/mangadan Yuuga Aoyama karakteri. 

Once Upon A Time adlı amerikan dizisinden kötü kraliçe karakteri.

 Aşağılık Kompleksi Hastaları:

Boku No Hero Academia adlı mangadan/animeden Bakugou Katsuki karakteri.

Travma Sonrası Stres Bozukluğu Hastaları:

Boku No Hero Academia adlı mangadan/animeden Todoroki Shouto Karakteri.

Naruto adlı mangadan/animeden Sasuke Uchiha karakteri.

Mizofobi Hastaları (O.C.I.D):

Untouchable adlı webtoondan Shin Ji Ho karakteri.

Ten Count adlı mangadan Shirotani Tadaomi karakteri.

Okuduğunuz için teşekkürler. Şimdilik bu kadar...:)

RİBA Aİ

Idolish7 Anime Tanıtımı

IDOLISH7

Idolish7 2 sezonluk bir animedir. 7 tane yakışıklı, idol olmak isteyen erkek ve menajer kız. Idolish7 grubun adı. Tür müzik, komedi. (Şarkı söylerken bazen üç boyutlu sahne koymuşlar,o sahneleri beğenmedim. Onun dışında, karakterleri çok sevdim ve eğlendim.)

Aşk yok, harem yok ama ister saftirik menajer kızla shiplersiniz, 

ister erkekleri birbiriyle shiplersiniz. Az da olsa öyle sahneler var. :) .Bütün karakterler renkli ve kendilerine has hikayeleri var.

Erkeklerin aralarındaki ilişkinin ön planda tutulmasını çok sevdim. :) Müzikleri de çok güzel. Elimizde sadist, masum, tsundere, egoist, soğuk, çapkın, sıcak, enerjik, sevimli, yakışıklı ... vs bir sürü çeşit karakterimiz var.

Okuduğunuz için teşekkürler. İnşallah anlatımımı beğenmişsinizdir.  İyi seyirler...:)

RİBA Aİ

Once Upon A Time

ONCE UPON A TİME

Once Upon A Time, 7 sezonluk bir amerikan dizisidir.  Anlamı, "Bir zamanlar, bir varmış bir yokmuş". Tür fantastik, romantik, dram. Konusu ise, bizim masal kitaplarından bildiğimiz karakterlerin hikayesinin biraz değiştirilmiş versiyonu. Konusunun ayrıntılarını, karakterleri anlatırken anlatacağım.

Hikayedeki Karakterler:

Emma. Pamuk Prensesin kızı. Emma, ailesini hiç tanıma fırsatı olmamış ve bütün umutları kaybolmuş güçlü bir kadındır. 28. yaş gününde yine yalnız başına doğum gününü kutlarken, birgün kapısı çalar. Henry adındaki bir çocuk onun oğlu olduğunu söyler. Emma, Henry'i yaşadığı kasabaya geri götürür. Ve hikaye böyle başlar.

Henry, Emma'nın oğlu. Emma, oğluna bakamayacağını düşündüğü için onu evlatlık vermiştir. Henry içinde bulunduğu kasabanın Storybrook'un insanlarının peri masallarındaki karakterler olduğuna inanmıştır(  tabi ki kimse Henry'e inanmıyor :/.) ve öz annesi Emma'yı alıp onları kurtarması için yaşadığı yere götürür.

Regina. Şeytanı Kraliçe. Pamuk Prensese kırmızı elmayı veren. Kasabanın Başkanı. Henry'i evlatlık almıştır ve yıllarca ona annelik yapmıştır. Pamuk Prenses ve diğer masal karakterleri mutlu sona sahip olamasın diye onları lanetleyip, sihrin olmadığı bir dünyaya getirmiştir ve onlara kim olduğunu unutturmuştur.

Mr Gold. Rumplestilskin. Regina'ya lanetinde yardım eden ve sürekli herkesle anlaşmalar yapıp ortalığı karıştıran karakter. 

Pamuk Prenses. Emma'nın annesi. Kasabada öğretmen olarak çalışıyor ve tıpkı diğer masal karakterler gibi kim olduğunu hatırlamıyor. 

Bu da Pamuk Prensesin gerçek aşkı Prens Charming (etkileyici). Aynı zamanda Emma'nın babası.

Bu dizide bir sürü masal karakterinin hikayesinin ayrıntılarını farklı şekilde görüyoruz. Her bölümde geçmişteki bir hikayeyi de gösteriyor. Dizi boyunca masal karakterlerinin mutlu sona ulaşmaya çalışmaları anlatılıyor ve iyi karakterin o kadar iyi olmadığını, kötü karakterin o kadar kötü olmadığını da göstermiş. Yani, insanların içinde ikisi de bulunuyor.

 (Herşey yaptığınız seçimlerle ilgili ama bence her kötü, kötü şey yaşadı demek değil ya da her kötü şey yaşayan kötü olacak diye bir kural da yok. Dediğim gibi herşey seçimler ile alakalı. Bazen seçme şansınız olmaz ya da kaybolursunuz ama seçme şansınız varsa, seçeceğiniz şey tamamen size bağlı diye düşünüyorum ben.)

Bence güzel bir diziydi ama bazen gereksiz uzatmalar olmuş. Bazı sahneler o kadar güzel, duygusal ve anlamlıydı ki, kalbimi eritti resmen. Ve herşeyin birbiri ile bağlantılı olması bazen "oha" dedirtti bana. Resmen bütün karakterleri birbirine bağlamışlar ve hepsi aile, dost olmuş :'D ama güzel olmuş. Hatta hiç beklemediğim karakterleri de hikayeye eklemişler. Ve bence harika olmuş, tabi hiç üzmeyen sahne yok diyemem. Baya üzen, ağlatan sahneler de oldu. Ama yine de güzel bir hikaye, her ne kadar herşey istediğim gibi olmasa da. Bu arada bazı sahnelerdeki müzikler çok güzeldi, bayıldım.

 "Hiç bir zaman çok geç değildir. Önemli olan hatalara takılıp kalmak değil, onlardan ders çıkarmaktır..."

Okuduğunuz için teşekkürler. İnşallah anlatımımı beğenmişsinizdir. İyi seyirler...:)

RİBA Aİ